that thing you do; baby.

i have no idea.

should i be a cliche and do this resolution thing? cause, you know what? i know that i definitely will not carry it through. so much for the resolutions of 2006. haha.

what i really wanna do, i guess it's to lose abit of control. if there's actually such a thing in the first place; or if i'm actually in control for that matter. i guess i want tonnes of things for twothousandseven; but i'm thinking, is it actually possible?

looking back, i'm thinking, was 2006 just wasted away? i have no idea. it feels as tho that i just wasted it the whole way; no accomplishments whatsoever. i pick that one year to not give a damn about anything. that was dumb.

anyways; what to do now? we shall not fret over the past should we? it's not like there's actually a way to turn back time either right?

i'm thinking of what to wear for the wedding. i definitely need a new dress. and, no xuan, i'm NOT going to wear that black dress. again.

i know that this post is kinda not cohesive at all. forgive me. there's tonnes to write and not enough time or for me to think things through or think of one coherent thought at this point of time. too many dimensions. i think.

i should post some pictures up shouldn't i? but, that reminds me; i have not uploaded them yet. smart me. my next off day; i'm just going to laze at home. i'm too tired. i really need to just relax i think. and give my feet and head a rest. the whole day in pjs. ((:

ttyl.